Just random.

More times than none, I sit here and all I ask myself is "Where has the time gone?"
I feel like I'm growing up way too fast for comfort.
Moving in with my boyfriend.
Moving an hour away from home.
Losing all my closest friends and having to make new ones.
I never thought growing up and starting your life could be so frustrating and difficult.

A few times lately, I wonder if this is all right - if its supposed to be this way and I've come to the conclusion that I need to stop over thinking things and live in the moment.

Along the way there are a few people, I'd like to thank.

Starting with:
My parents.
- Thank you for putting up with my crap all these years. You two are the ones I learned the most from and the greatest teachers in the world and never forget, I love you both.

Lauren.
- Since grade 7 you've been someone I consider a sister. You've always been there for me, and I really hope this move doesn't hurt our friendship. We've always said we'd make it through anything but to be honest, I'm terrified I'll lose you. I love you.

Elisha.
- We keep having our spurts where we talk all the time, than we stop for a while. It needs to stop. I miss you, and I'm going to miss you even more once I'm in London. Just make sure to come visit once in a while and we'll be fine. I love you.

Cassie.
- You're moving to London as well, and I feel as if lately you're the one friend who positively and genuinely influences my life, in the best ways possible. I couldn't ask for a better friend and I'm glad that you will be living so close by. I love you.

Lastly, Briar.
- You aren't in my life anymore and I miss you. But I had some growing up to do. And thanks to losing you as a friend, as much as it hurts, I am growing into a better person. I've stopped doing the stupid shit that you disliked about me and I'm starting to realize where I went wrong. You are a true friend and I hope one day, we'll be back to being friends. I truly wish you all the best in your life and I know you might never read this but - Thank you. Thank you for giving up on me, because I know that you know that it was the only way I'd ever fully grow up. I love you. And I hope one day our paths will cross, and darling - you will make the best mom. Good luck.